having a bad slept last nite..


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i woke up at around 6.30 this morning..
cant sleep at all..
n not feeling well..
mayb bcoz of stress n stress n stress...
i miss my daddy mummy sister n him..
which they r all far frm me..
im staying alone..
feel lonely evtime i wake up..
feel down when i was looking around with no one beside me...
feel helpless...
feel like missing something...
daddy.. mummy... sometime i really miss the time when i was is secondary sch..
evday can see u all..
when only i can hv a big big gather with all of u(included him) again???
now onli i can feel wat is love actually..
is not tat easy to get wat u r really love..
mean we need to sacrifice a lot n alot in order to hv love..
he is now far away frm me..
having a lonely time.. make me think back all our sweet memory..
when he was still studying at secondary sch.. then i was working as a clerk at uncle's office..
i used to go back earlier n he will come my home.. n we will hv our sweet sweet time..
such as.. talk , laugh, hug hug..
miss him so so so much...
i hope time goes faster....
so tat after graduate, we wont hv separate again n again...
i miss him! i want him! i love him! i want evthg frm him!!!
can u hear me..??..
i always believe that although u r at beijing, but wat i think is always = to wat u think.. right?..
TIME + LOVE = FOREVER LOVE..
do u agree with me?..boy..

HAPPY 2 YEARS n 10 MONTHS n 2 DAYS ANNIVERSARY~
coUNTDOWn for 18/01/2009
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